As in, there is absolutely NO POINT to this blog post, because I cannot and will not delve into details here. I'm sorry. I just can't.
But I did want to just fill you all in on the fact that Tuesday night, something happened. Something bad. Something VERY. very. bad.
Something that has not only humiliated my DH and me, but also may very well have ruined our lives.
Because this something? It has GREAT potential to be a reason we may never, ever be able to adopt.
That's really all I can say. All I can ask for is your prayers that God please deliver us from this.
At this point? It is just comical. The day after this happened, I got the news about Sew. I mean, seriously, W.T.H??? I just envision God up there going, "OK, you get a baby. You get a baby. And now you... now you... and you, Sew?? Hmm... you get cancer. And you TCIE? How 'bout this?"
I realize that's not at all what's taking place up in Heaven right now. But man, how can it NOT feel like that?
My poor DH is having a major breakdown. I'd be right there with him had I not already had about 17 of them over the past 8 months.
I swear. I better go STRAIGHT to the pearly gates... I'm gonna have to speak with a Manager if I get dropped off in Purgatory after all of this.