Friday, June 20, 2008

BFN

I don't know why I do this. Why bother? Obviously God doesn't deem me fit to be a mother, so why am I even trying to defy Him?

Well at least I have the shower to take my mind off of things this afternoon. And I better get used to baby showers for adoption, since that's where I'm headed.

I hope everyone else has a better day. Of course, my period hasn't even come yet so that I can at least take my Femara. This just sucks.

4 comments:

LifeHopes said...

I am so sorry about the BFN.
I am sooo ready to get off the ttc roller coaster.

allyouwhohope said...

I'm so sorry. You will be a great mother some day and God knows it!

And I hope you're going to do something fun in honor of your disappointment.

wanttobeamom said...

I'm sorry about the bfn! I remember that feeling all too well... wondering if God was trying to tell me I wasn't meant to be a parent... I DON'T think that is what he is trying to tell you though! I'm not sure what he IS trying to tell you (I can't even figure out what he's trying to tell me!) but I think it will probably come to you in time. Until then, the waiting and heartbreak every month suck! I wish I could do something more for you... Allyouwhohope is right: go do something fun!

Jen said...

Oh...I'm so sorry about the BFN.
You will be a wonderful mother someday.
Treat yourself to something special.